1 00:00:49,416 --> 00:00:51,916 How should I start? 2 00:00:52,083 --> 00:00:57,375 When I think back on what I did I'm not sure if it was wrong. 3 00:00:57,541 --> 00:00:59,625 Everything feels like a nightmare now. 4 00:01:00,875 --> 00:01:04,291 I meant well, I know. 5 00:01:09,916 --> 00:01:12,791 I became a doctor to help people. 6 00:01:12,958 --> 00:01:16,125 But the job just got me to feel more helpless. 7 00:01:17,500 --> 00:01:20,500 Totally unaware of who really deserve help. 8 00:01:20,666 --> 00:01:25,791 - It doesn't look so good, unfortunately. - I don't understand. I barely smoke anymore. 9 00:01:27,541 --> 00:01:33,166 As a doctor, I will never know my patients. They will never know me. 10 00:01:35,166 --> 00:01:38,875 {\an8}Maybe I should have done better to let others in. 11 00:01:39,625 --> 00:01:43,875 {\an8}I do not blame myself. I have been given many chances. 12 00:01:44,041 --> 00:01:46,916 {\an8}Roads I could have taken, but didn't. 13 00:01:48,666 --> 00:01:53,666 {\an8}On the surface, everything looked good. Doctor. Own residence. 14 00:01:53,833 --> 00:02:00,541 {\an8}But the truth behind it was that I developed sleep problems, didn't have any friends - 15 00:02:00,708 --> 00:02:04,875 {\an8}- and at the age of 29 was still a virgin. 16 00:02:07,375 --> 00:02:11,916 I'm trying to speak now that it was about something bigger. 17 00:02:12,083 --> 00:02:14,083 But isn't it that simple - 18 00:02:14,250 --> 00:02:16,666 - that I did everything for love? 19 00:02:17,750 --> 00:02:23,375 You. I forgot I have a patient, and then I'm going to a meeting at TV4. 20 00:02:23,541 --> 00:02:27,250 Could you take her? It's Helga Gregorius. 21 00:02:27,416 --> 00:02:29,333 Thank you, you are an angel. 22 00:02:54,458 --> 00:02:59,041 You look amazing. Just be natural, don't pose. 23 00:02:59,208 --> 00:03:01,708 You are great! 24 00:03:03,166 --> 00:03:05,833 - Nice! It looks good. - Wait. 25 00:03:13,500 --> 00:03:16,583 It looks great! Very nice. 26 00:03:20,875 --> 00:03:23,875 Maybe some where I hold the book? 27 00:03:24,041 --> 00:03:29,541 - Sheyma, can you look after Vilma? - You will get the toad from me. 28 00:03:29,708 --> 00:03:31,791 Okay. Alright, alright. 29 00:03:42,958 --> 00:03:47,416 - Keep it natural. Yes, nice. - Like this? 30 00:03:47,583 --> 00:03:49,750 Yes. Lean back a little. 31 00:04:16,791 --> 00:04:20,833 Gabriel. We just took a picture. - Sorry. 32 00:04:21,000 --> 00:04:23,500 - No danger. - This way. 33 00:04:28,916 --> 00:04:32,750 I will introduce myself. Gabriel Glas, doctor. 34 00:04:32,916 --> 00:04:35,666 Sanctify. But you already know that. 35 00:04:38,958 --> 00:04:41,125 I'm digressing a bit here. 36 00:04:46,583 --> 00:04:52,166 You can tell me if you feel it equally on both sides. 37 00:04:53,375 --> 00:04:55,541 It feels about the same. 38 00:04:57,625 --> 00:05:02,208 I'll feel your spine. Tell me if it hurts. 39 00:05:02,375 --> 00:05:06,916 It's down here the most. Lena would only renew my prescription. 40 00:05:08,291 --> 00:05:13,083 Think that it could be this kind of weather although it's almost September. 41 00:05:13,250 --> 00:05:15,750 Warmest summer in a hundred years. 42 00:05:18,500 --> 00:05:21,041 - Does it hurt there? - Mm. 43 00:05:32,083 --> 00:05:34,000 - Was that good? - Yes. 44 00:05:35,750 --> 00:05:38,791 Thank you, Christine. Then you can go out. 45 00:05:40,250 --> 00:05:44,916 - Yeah. - Don't you want me to stay? - No, it's calm. Thank you, Christine. 46 00:05:45,083 --> 00:05:46,458 Okay. 47 00:05:53,375 --> 00:05:58,916 What do we do now? Should I get medicine here, or are you printing a prescription? 48 00:05:59,666 --> 00:06:03,666 I can send you to a skilled physiotherapist. 49 00:06:04,291 --> 00:06:08,041 Or book a new appointment with Lena. 50 00:06:08,958 --> 00:06:12,250 Or is there something else that you want to talk about? 51 00:06:13,166 --> 00:06:14,625 Ah... 52 00:06:14,791 --> 00:06:19,416 Thank you for not saying anything when she was here. I... 53 00:06:19,583 --> 00:06:26,791 I was assaulted on the street. A man recognized me, he took a stranglehold. Terrible. 54 00:06:27,541 --> 00:06:32,125 The back has been even worse since then, so i need something for the pain. 55 00:06:32,291 --> 00:06:36,000 - Oxycontin or... - Unfortunately, it doesn't work. 56 00:06:36,166 --> 00:06:39,291 Why not that? Don't you believe me? 57 00:06:39,458 --> 00:06:43,208 My assessment is that we should find the cause of the pain... 58 00:06:43,375 --> 00:06:47,833 No. Your judgment is that I am lying to get drugs. 59 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:51,583 I see you think so and I don't like liars. 60 00:06:51,750 --> 00:06:56,500 You know nothing about me. I'm so tired of that people judge me silently like you do now. 61 00:06:56,666 --> 00:06:59,791 Sorry... if that's what it seems. 62 00:07:04,666 --> 00:07:07,166 It's been a long day. 63 00:07:09,625 --> 00:07:11,250 I... 64 00:07:12,666 --> 00:07:16,000 - Sorry. - I really want to help you. 65 00:07:17,875 --> 00:07:19,500 I... 66 00:07:21,291 --> 00:07:23,958 I went a little hard. 67 00:07:24,708 --> 00:07:29,083 - I've also had a long day. - I understand. 68 00:07:33,625 --> 00:07:35,875 I feel so… 69 00:07:36,041 --> 00:07:40,000 ...strange, and sensitive. 70 00:07:40,166 --> 00:07:46,125 The back pain makes me never sleep, I'm going absolutely crazy. 71 00:07:50,416 --> 00:07:52,333 May I say one thing? 72 00:07:54,541 --> 00:07:59,416 I believe you are in pain. And I really want to help you. 73 00:08:01,916 --> 00:08:04,875 But I can't do that if you lie to me. 74 00:08:06,458 --> 00:08:09,333 - I'm not lying. - I'm a doctor. 75 00:08:09,500 --> 00:08:13,750 I'm not a journalist or a police officer. I have a duty of confidentiality. 76 00:08:16,416 --> 00:08:21,625 - Whatever you say, it stops here. - What would it be, then? 77 00:08:23,000 --> 00:08:24,708 How are you? 78 00:08:27,500 --> 00:08:29,625 I feel fine. 79 00:08:30,416 --> 00:08:35,125 Good. I just have incredible pain in my back. 80 00:08:35,291 --> 00:08:38,750 - Are you sure... - Yes! What exactly is your problem? 81 00:08:41,041 --> 00:08:43,500 So... Damn! 82 00:08:48,541 --> 00:08:51,958 If you want to know, the thing is - 83 00:08:52,125 --> 00:08:57,083 - that I feel such an enormous disgust for my husband whom I never want to sleep with - 84 00:08:57,250 --> 00:08:59,750 - but we still do it all the time. 85 00:09:01,333 --> 00:09:03,166 So it is. 86 00:09:08,375 --> 00:09:13,166 - Is it abuse? - Don't know. I never said it out loud. 87 00:09:13,333 --> 00:09:15,833 He is my husband. But... 88 00:09:16,708 --> 00:09:18,833 He's not violent or anything. 89 00:09:19,000 --> 00:09:24,625 But sometimes he gets drunk and that's it a little rough and then I get bruises. 90 00:09:27,958 --> 00:09:33,000 And then he cries sometimes because he becomes so offended if I don't want to, and then... 91 00:09:35,791 --> 00:09:41,916 ...he crosses my boundaries and blackmails so then I get some weird pains. 92 00:09:51,083 --> 00:09:53,875 - Do you want to leave him? - We have a daughter together. 93 00:09:54,041 --> 00:09:57,416 When he gets angry then he threatens to... 94 00:09:59,416 --> 00:10:01,416 I can't leave him. 95 00:10:05,541 --> 00:10:08,666 - I believe you. - But that doesn't help, unfortunately. 96 00:10:10,166 --> 00:10:12,000 It just hurts to tell. 97 00:10:24,041 --> 00:10:28,416 ...on the 13th at 3 p.m. Thank you! Hello. 98 00:10:30,208 --> 00:10:34,791 Christine. I would have to unlock the medicine cabinet. Thanks. 99 00:10:38,541 --> 00:10:40,583 You go, I'll help you. 100 00:10:55,958 --> 00:10:57,416 Sanctify. 101 00:10:59,791 --> 00:11:06,041 I prescribed a liquid preparation if you ever need to. 102 00:11:07,541 --> 00:11:13,041 Patrik becomes tired and impotent, but does not notice that he is affected. 103 00:11:13,208 --> 00:11:16,750 If it doesn't work so I prescribed painkillers. 104 00:11:19,041 --> 00:11:22,083 - Sorry, this was limitless... - No, no. 105 00:11:26,125 --> 00:11:27,458 Thanks. 106 00:11:34,375 --> 00:11:39,208 Helga, which diet do you think is optimal as mother, and wife, and power woman? 107 00:11:39,375 --> 00:11:45,041 No calories at all. You must not eat bread, no ice cream - nothing you think is fun. 108 00:11:45,208 --> 00:11:50,375 The most important thing, at least in my diet, is an incredible amount of alcohol. 109 00:11:50,541 --> 00:11:53,583 For me to put up with this boring life. 110 00:12:00,291 --> 00:12:04,500 For me, beauty comes from within. 111 00:12:04,666 --> 00:12:07,666 We've heard it so many times... 112 00:12:09,250 --> 00:12:15,500 You are beautiful. And to the outside should match the inside - 113 00:12:15,666 --> 00:12:19,000 - I focus on glowig... 114 00:12:20,291 --> 00:12:21,875 Hello, honey. 115 00:12:25,041 --> 00:12:27,625 Just one last bite. 116 00:12:29,791 --> 00:12:32,041 Good. Was it good? 117 00:12:32,208 --> 00:12:36,208 - Yes. Can I get the toad now? - Yes, you can have the toad. Good jaw. 118 00:12:36,375 --> 00:12:38,875 You then, darling? Aren't you hungry? 119 00:12:40,208 --> 00:12:43,666 It was delicious, I just have a little stomach ache. 120 00:12:43,833 --> 00:12:46,666 - Poor thing. - I can take it. Thanks. 121 00:12:46,833 --> 00:12:51,166 Honey, it's okay. I'll fix it, it's totally fine. 122 00:12:52,708 --> 00:12:54,166 Thanks. 123 00:13:00,041 --> 00:13:02,375 - What are you doing, Vilma? - Taking selfies. 124 00:13:02,541 --> 00:13:06,125 - Stop it. - Stop yourself. Dad said I got. 125 00:13:07,208 --> 00:13:12,000 I say you don't get it, okay? Give it back now. Wilma! 126 00:13:12,166 --> 00:13:16,083 Honey, let her. Is directing a bad idea? 127 00:13:16,250 --> 00:13:20,208 - No. You have it in your blood. - I will do it then. 128 00:13:20,375 --> 00:13:24,416 - Can you give... Listen! - Honey, it's okay. I have it. 129 00:13:24,583 --> 00:13:30,166 Daddy takes it. Give it to mom, then she will be happy. We go to bed. 130 00:13:30,333 --> 00:13:33,583 - Say good night to mom. - Good night! 131 00:13:36,166 --> 00:13:39,208 Will you be awake when I go to bed? 132 00:13:39,375 --> 00:13:45,125 - Of course we won't. We are also going to bed. - Right, honey? We are also going to sleep. 133 00:13:45,291 --> 00:13:48,666 - Yes. - Open the wine, we celebrate! 134 00:13:48,833 --> 00:13:53,000 - What did you say to mom? - I said she was beautiful in English. 135 00:14:42,333 --> 00:14:43,833 Hello! 136 00:15:14,458 --> 00:15:17,375 Cheers to my husband - the director. 137 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:24,875 Class Recke. 138 00:15:26,041 --> 00:15:28,125 As in Olivia's boyfriend? 139 00:15:30,416 --> 00:15:33,666 - Is he handsome? - She likes guys like that. 140 00:15:33,833 --> 00:15:39,208 - You, then? Do you like guys like that? - I like guys like this. 141 00:15:39,375 --> 00:15:41,791 I think like an actor for my film. 142 00:15:41,958 --> 00:15:46,500 Who would he play? He fits well not into that upper class world? 143 00:15:46,666 --> 00:15:52,916 I'm not upper class, I'm just rich. He'll play me, of course. Here. 144 00:15:57,958 --> 00:15:59,666 Good, huh? 145 00:15:59,833 --> 00:16:01,791 Oh, so good! 146 00:16:01,958 --> 00:16:05,833 - It's good that you eat a little. - It's dry, I get so thirsty. 147 00:16:09,041 --> 00:16:12,166 - You are fucking sexy tonight. - Thanks, you too. 148 00:16:15,625 --> 00:16:17,833 I'm going absolutely crazy about you. 149 00:16:21,541 --> 00:16:24,416 - Cheers! - A third bowl? 150 00:16:25,333 --> 00:16:27,166 Okay. 151 00:16:27,333 --> 00:16:30,041 A third toast because I… 152 00:16:31,125 --> 00:16:33,208 ...love you so much. 153 00:16:34,166 --> 00:16:36,041 i love you 154 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:41,208 Baby blue. 155 00:16:41,375 --> 00:16:43,041 Poppy moo. 156 00:16:53,833 --> 00:16:59,083 - What are you doing? Are you on your mobile again? - Yes. But I'll change the tune. 157 00:16:59,250 --> 00:17:04,458 - Now it's a party in your honor. - I don't want a party. I want to cuddle. 158 00:17:04,625 --> 00:17:07,333 It's like you're somewhere else. 159 00:17:16,750 --> 00:17:18,625 But... Gabriel? 160 00:17:19,375 --> 00:17:22,208 What are you doing here? Can I sit down? 161 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:26,458 - My friend will come soon. - My date is also coming soon. 162 00:17:26,625 --> 00:17:28,666 Yes, I'm going on a date. 163 00:17:30,791 --> 00:17:35,708 I was tipped about this place by Helga today. She said like no one knows about it. 164 00:17:35,875 --> 00:17:38,500 - So cozy, right. - Really. 165 00:17:38,666 --> 00:17:41,750 Wait. Are you here with Helga? 166 00:17:41,916 --> 00:17:46,625 No, that would be very inappropriate. Going here with a patient. 167 00:17:46,791 --> 00:17:52,291 Perhaps. You were in such a hurry today and ran out after her, so you might… 168 00:17:53,166 --> 00:17:57,250 I wrote her the wrong prescription. So embarrassing. 169 00:17:57,416 --> 00:18:01,750 That's how it goes when Lena throws patients on one for days on end. 170 00:18:04,541 --> 00:18:08,250 You have to think that I'm the world's idiot with the selfie. 171 00:18:08,416 --> 00:18:11,666 But, Patrick. The curtains are... 172 00:18:11,833 --> 00:18:16,250 - Surely no one sees it? - But you... 173 00:18:16,416 --> 00:18:20,791 - I really want to sleep with you. - Okay. Me along. 174 00:18:20,958 --> 00:18:24,125 But first I have to go take a shower. 175 00:18:25,125 --> 00:18:28,375 - Why that? - I want to be sexy for you. 176 00:18:28,541 --> 00:18:33,208 - I'm with you. - No. Wait for me in bed naked. 177 00:18:34,833 --> 00:18:36,625 I can do that! 178 00:18:38,041 --> 00:18:41,041 I'm really not like that. I promise. 179 00:18:41,208 --> 00:18:44,250 - You can't believe that. - No. 180 00:18:44,416 --> 00:18:49,458 I don't know, I just think that Helga's clothing brand is very stylish. 181 00:18:57,583 --> 00:19:00,083 And her husband is the worst writer. 182 00:19:03,250 --> 00:19:07,416 - Have you read any of his books? - No. 183 00:19:07,583 --> 00:19:09,541 They're pretty good, actually. 184 00:19:13,666 --> 00:19:16,083 What are you looking at? 185 00:19:18,166 --> 00:19:19,666 Nothing. 186 00:19:21,375 --> 00:19:24,000 - But I have to... - There came my date. 187 00:19:24,791 --> 00:19:27,291 God! Is he handsome, isn't he? 188 00:19:28,375 --> 00:19:32,958 Honestly, had you gone on a date with him? Or maybe you have a boyfriend? 189 00:19:36,041 --> 00:19:37,583 Wait... 190 00:19:37,750 --> 00:19:39,208 You're gay right? 191 00:19:40,791 --> 00:19:47,125 Sorry, Gabriel! Oh, God… It was a rumor that went around in Uppsala. 192 00:19:47,291 --> 00:19:52,416 No bad reputation, or anything. It was just because you were so cute. 193 00:19:52,583 --> 00:19:57,458 And no one heard that you were with a girl, so we kind of thought… 194 00:19:57,625 --> 00:20:03,375 But you were just mysterious. Sorry. You are very cute and not gay. Sorry. 195 00:20:03,541 --> 00:20:05,375 No danger. 196 00:20:05,541 --> 00:20:09,666 I have to go. But nice to see. Good luck with the date. 197 00:20:11,958 --> 00:20:14,583 - See you tomorrow. Bye then. - Hello. 198 00:20:16,291 --> 00:20:17,791 Sanctify! 199 00:20:18,666 --> 00:20:20,833 What a fucking time she takes. 200 00:20:25,875 --> 00:20:27,250 Sanctify? 201 00:20:29,791 --> 00:20:32,291 Come on now, I'm all set here! 202 00:20:33,375 --> 00:20:36,250 Darling? Come again. Listen. 203 00:20:40,500 --> 00:20:41,958 Brides, that is. 204 00:20:58,125 --> 00:20:59,583 Sanctify! 205 00:21:21,125 --> 00:21:22,750 Darling? 206 00:21:40,708 --> 00:21:44,666 I feel you are one of the people who have everything. 207 00:21:44,833 --> 00:21:49,625 You're smart, you're good-looking, you're talented. 208 00:21:49,791 --> 00:21:54,791 Thanks as hell! Yes, it... I have two famous parents too. 209 00:21:56,375 --> 00:21:59,708 Two famous parents too. Provocative nonetheless. 210 00:21:59,875 --> 00:22:02,291 Can you be bothered? 211 00:22:02,458 --> 00:22:08,125 I have a damn hubris, but must be able to drift with myself. Fuck the jante law. 212 00:22:08,291 --> 00:22:13,666 You sell a lot of books, you are one of the biggest in Sweden... 213 00:22:13,833 --> 00:22:18,791 It is not an autobiography. Of course I can embellish sometimes. 214 00:22:18,958 --> 00:22:22,916 - Wow, you do too, don't you? - But we never lie. 215 00:22:23,083 --> 00:22:27,916 I wouldn't say that that I do either. But I can spice it up. 216 00:22:30,416 --> 00:22:34,333 - Do you have a lot of anxiety? - I don't have a diagnosis. 217 00:22:34,500 --> 00:22:39,875 That has never interested me. I know I have adhd. 218 00:22:40,041 --> 00:22:45,583 Then I have enormous anxiety. It's mine companion in life, my best friend. 219 00:22:45,750 --> 00:22:50,375 At the end of the day, I'm an insecure little boy who wants everyone to like me. 220 00:22:50,541 --> 00:22:54,250 I think that is universal. Doesn't everyone want to be liked? 221 00:23:15,583 --> 00:23:17,541 Where have you been? 222 00:23:20,375 --> 00:23:22,458 I have only power walked. 223 00:23:23,833 --> 00:23:25,541 In the middle of the night? 224 00:23:28,791 --> 00:23:32,000 When I had finished showering you lay snoring. 225 00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:36,166 I was fully engaged, so i took a walk. 226 00:23:37,250 --> 00:23:39,250 You smell smoke. 227 00:23:39,416 --> 00:23:41,625 But give it to you. 228 00:23:41,791 --> 00:23:43,833 I have anxiety, okay? 229 00:23:44,833 --> 00:23:47,708 It was such a walk. I just threw up. 230 00:23:50,416 --> 00:23:53,083 But darling. Say it, then. 231 00:23:55,166 --> 00:23:56,208 Listen up. 232 00:23:56,375 --> 00:23:58,375 You who were so horny. 233 00:23:59,500 --> 00:24:02,000 Come on. Come here, baby. 234 00:24:05,125 --> 00:24:08,083 Listen... You poor thing. 235 00:24:10,375 --> 00:24:12,958 - I'm very tired now. - Come on. 236 00:24:14,125 --> 00:24:15,125 So yeah... 237 00:24:15,250 --> 00:24:18,916 Just a little quickie. Huh? Darling. 238 00:24:26,000 --> 00:24:27,875 It will be nice. 239 00:24:55,416 --> 00:24:58,666 One wants to be loved - 240 00:24:58,833 --> 00:25:01,333 - failing that admired. 241 00:25:02,416 --> 00:25:05,250 In the absence of that feared. 242 00:25:06,250 --> 00:25:10,791 In the absence of that, loathed and despised. 243 00:25:12,208 --> 00:25:15,958 You want to inspire the people some kind of feeling. 244 00:25:16,125 --> 00:25:23,458 The soul trembles before the void and want contact at any price. 245 00:25:42,541 --> 00:25:44,166 Good morning, Kristin. 246 00:25:44,333 --> 00:25:47,666 Do you have Helga Gregorius' number? in your system? 247 00:25:47,833 --> 00:25:53,416 - I have to reschedule her appointment. - I don't have her private number. 248 00:25:53,583 --> 00:25:56,458 - But you can certainly ask now. - Why then? 249 00:26:12,166 --> 00:26:14,916 There was a therapist who sat here before. 250 00:26:16,125 --> 00:26:18,500 Don't know why Lena fired him. 251 00:26:21,875 --> 00:26:24,250 - Patrick. - Gabriel Glas. 252 00:26:25,291 --> 00:26:29,291 - I've seen you before. - You must have seen me here. 253 00:26:31,541 --> 00:26:33,166 Probably. 254 00:26:35,041 --> 00:26:40,041 - I'm surprised to see you. - Why then? 255 00:26:40,208 --> 00:26:45,083 I knew that Lena had hired a new doctor, but that he was so young… 256 00:26:47,125 --> 00:26:52,208 - ...and inexperienced. - I have been working for two years. 257 00:26:52,375 --> 00:26:54,958 Are you crazy, then? 258 00:26:55,125 --> 00:26:58,375 No. I wouldn't say that. 259 00:26:58,541 --> 00:27:02,458 This whole thing does even weirder. 260 00:27:02,625 --> 00:27:06,625 - What thing? - What you have printed. 261 00:27:09,083 --> 00:27:11,000 To my wife. 262 00:27:13,625 --> 00:27:16,166 - Sit down and we can... - No. 263 00:27:16,333 --> 00:27:21,791 It is misconduct. But before I go to Lena, I want to hear what you have to say. 264 00:27:24,875 --> 00:27:28,750 If what Helga said about you, you mean? 265 00:27:29,583 --> 00:27:31,291 Have you talked about me? 266 00:27:32,500 --> 00:27:37,750 Have you prescribed painkillers and benzos to Helga because of me? 267 00:27:37,916 --> 00:27:44,416 Sorry, I thought you might had talked. I have a duty of confidentiality. 268 00:27:44,583 --> 00:27:49,250 Helga is an addict. She lies to get pills. 269 00:27:49,416 --> 00:27:53,166 - I don't think she lied. - What did she say, then? 270 00:27:54,166 --> 00:27:58,458 - As I said, I have a duty of confidentiality. - Then I go to Lena. 271 00:27:59,791 --> 00:28:05,625 "She just loved him. He couldn't love something that had not already passed." 272 00:28:07,250 --> 00:28:09,333 I have written that. 273 00:28:11,666 --> 00:28:14,916 - Are you mocking me? - On the contrary. 274 00:28:15,083 --> 00:28:18,666 I think about that sentence almost daily. 275 00:28:25,583 --> 00:28:27,375 I like that sentence too. 276 00:28:30,791 --> 00:28:32,791 Shall we take a little general check, maybe? 277 00:28:34,375 --> 00:28:35,500 Sit down. 278 00:28:45,583 --> 00:28:47,000 What did Helga say? 279 00:28:52,916 --> 00:28:56,500 Helga is disgusted by you. She hates you. 280 00:28:58,583 --> 00:29:02,041 Helga is worried about you. 281 00:29:02,208 --> 00:29:08,625 She thinks you feel stressed and experience that you are heading into another depression. 282 00:29:08,791 --> 00:29:12,333 Did she say that? That she's worried about me? 283 00:29:13,666 --> 00:29:17,625 - She feels bad, her back hurts. - That's bullshit. 284 00:29:17,791 --> 00:29:22,958 But that was because, she said, that your anxiety is so powerful - 285 00:29:23,125 --> 00:29:26,416 - that it kind of spreads. 286 00:29:26,583 --> 00:29:30,333 It's too damn. I didn't know it was that bad. 287 00:29:32,250 --> 00:29:38,333 Have you felt extra tired lately? the time? The last week specifically. 288 00:29:38,500 --> 00:29:43,875 Yes, actually. Morning and evening, I'm exhausted. 289 00:29:44,041 --> 00:29:49,833 - And the sex drive, what about it? - No mistake. Works as well as possible. 290 00:29:50,000 --> 00:29:54,791 I love to fuck with Helga. You have see her yourself. It's not so strange. 291 00:29:56,083 --> 00:29:58,416 That's not what I focus on. 292 00:29:58,583 --> 00:30:02,500 If I may be honest then you show symptoms of depression. 293 00:30:03,250 --> 00:30:05,541 Do you have feelings of panic? 294 00:30:06,583 --> 00:30:08,666 Anxiety. 295 00:30:08,833 --> 00:30:12,875 Sprung out some kind of control need, maybe. 296 00:30:13,041 --> 00:30:17,458 Helga is not an easy match. It is a full-time job to keep track of her. 297 00:30:17,625 --> 00:30:22,750 I love her drive, but she's hiding something. She's lying to me. 298 00:30:22,916 --> 00:30:26,791 I pick up groceries, I cook, I pay bills. 299 00:30:26,958 --> 00:30:30,791 I'm going under. But I didn't know it was that bad. 300 00:30:30,958 --> 00:30:33,916 That it got over her. Did she say that? 301 00:30:34,833 --> 00:30:39,250 Yes, you heard me. It just spins in here. 302 00:30:39,416 --> 00:30:44,500 I see Lena has you on a low dose of sertraline. 303 00:30:45,625 --> 00:30:47,791 What's up with that, then? 304 00:30:47,958 --> 00:30:52,625 I can't interfere. Lena is one of the country's foremost psychiatrists. 305 00:30:52,791 --> 00:30:57,333 A bit old school, but... No, that would be ripping off her patients. 306 00:30:57,500 --> 00:30:59,666 Fuck it. What would you do? 307 00:31:02,125 --> 00:31:03,583 Say! 308 00:31:06,083 --> 00:31:07,916 If I were your patient. 309 00:31:15,083 --> 00:31:18,458 I knew it was any point in coming here. 310 00:31:18,625 --> 00:31:21,875 And then I thought... No, it was nothing. 311 00:31:22,041 --> 00:31:26,083 Lena! Real top guy this. See you. 312 00:31:26,250 --> 00:31:28,833 We do. Hello, Patrick! 313 00:31:32,333 --> 00:31:36,625 - Tell us a little about your book. - You love it. 314 00:31:36,791 --> 00:31:41,875 - "Mother, father, father", is it called that? - She hasn't read any of my books. 315 00:31:42,041 --> 00:31:44,291 I'm damn proud of it... 316 00:32:14,833 --> 00:32:18,500 - Sheyma, help me a little. - I'm coming. 317 00:32:18,666 --> 00:32:22,375 Damn, what are you driving! It looks pretty cool. 318 00:32:22,541 --> 00:32:26,250 If we put this down - will it be too much or najs? 319 00:32:26,416 --> 00:32:28,708 That's great. 320 00:32:28,875 --> 00:32:31,250 - That's nice. - Cool as hell. 321 00:32:31,416 --> 00:32:37,750 - The same! Are you going to wear it to the masquerade? - I thought so. Be a little angel. 322 00:32:37,916 --> 00:32:41,166 What do you say, honey? Is it silly? 323 00:32:41,333 --> 00:32:44,166 - Cool. - It's gorgeous. 324 00:32:44,333 --> 00:32:49,375 I'm trying to get Helga to sew up stuff like this for people at the masquerade. 325 00:32:49,541 --> 00:32:55,333 - It sucks for your brand. - I have a lot to finish. 326 00:32:55,500 --> 00:32:59,750 Okay. I have spent the night Vilma, so i thought maybe... 327 00:32:59,916 --> 00:33:04,083 - I have to finish here. - I was just going to say that I'm going to bed. 328 00:33:04,250 --> 00:33:06,708 - Good night! - Sleep well. 329 00:33:08,083 --> 00:33:13,750 I'm on new meds, anti-anxiety, so I'm totally chill. 330 00:33:15,250 --> 00:33:19,458 - Good, honey. - It's bullshit. It's thanks to you. 331 00:33:20,333 --> 00:33:23,083 It is true. That's him... 332 00:33:23,250 --> 00:33:25,500 Your new guy. Gabriel. 333 00:33:27,083 --> 00:33:28,833 He at Lena's. 334 00:33:29,000 --> 00:33:33,375 We got in really good contact. We could talk about everything. Sleep well. 335 00:33:40,958 --> 00:33:45,083 - Then I have activated your key card. - Thank you very much! 336 00:33:47,375 --> 00:33:50,333 - Hello! - Hello. I want to book a room. 337 00:33:50,500 --> 00:33:54,083 Do you have one at the top? with a view of the park? 338 00:34:26,458 --> 00:34:30,500 - Then you bid the stuff, Sheyma? - Absolutely, I'll fix it. 339 00:34:30,666 --> 00:34:35,208 - See you tomorrow. - Okay. Thanks for today, kiss! 340 00:35:21,500 --> 00:35:24,583 - Hi, Kristin. - Hello, Gabriel! What are you doing? 341 00:35:26,666 --> 00:35:31,250 - Nothing special. - We have a party in Kransen. Do you want to come? 342 00:35:32,750 --> 00:35:36,833 - That sounds nice. - Cool! The port code is... 343 00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:42,833 By the way, I have booked in with a friend that we should meet, so unfortunately I can't. 344 00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:46,958 - Okay. - He's calling now, so I have to stop. 345 00:35:47,125 --> 00:35:48,958 Yes, hi. 346 00:36:35,458 --> 00:36:40,791 For me, beauty comes from within... 347 00:36:47,958 --> 00:36:52,791 ...I focus on glowing skin. 348 00:36:56,083 --> 00:37:00,250 It makes me feel good through and through. 349 00:38:03,083 --> 00:38:05,041 Holidays. 350 00:38:05,208 --> 00:38:07,541 - Hello! - Hello. 351 00:38:07,708 --> 00:38:09,708 What are you doing here? 352 00:38:09,875 --> 00:38:14,000 Just take a little power walk. what are you doing 353 00:38:14,166 --> 00:38:16,666 Walking home. Had a few beers. 354 00:38:17,458 --> 00:38:21,583 - Nice to see you. - Strange to meet you right now. 355 00:38:21,750 --> 00:38:27,958 Because... Patrik just said that you have given him some new medicine. 356 00:38:28,125 --> 00:38:31,541 And that you got a great contact. 357 00:38:32,375 --> 00:38:33,875 Did he say that? 358 00:38:34,041 --> 00:38:36,666 Good thing he thought so. 359 00:38:38,041 --> 00:38:41,125 - I didn't say anything... - What did you say, then? 360 00:38:41,291 --> 00:38:43,625 Has he asked you to speak to me? 361 00:38:43,791 --> 00:38:46,583 - Have you made any sick plans? - No, no. 362 00:38:50,083 --> 00:38:51,833 Breathe on me. 363 00:38:52,500 --> 00:38:54,583 - Huh? - Breathe on me. 364 00:38:56,208 --> 00:38:57,750 You don't smell like beer. 365 00:39:01,250 --> 00:39:07,291 Are you getting nervous? Have you told him about the things i told you? 366 00:39:07,458 --> 00:39:11,708 I have a duty of confidentiality and I keep it. I would never say anything. 367 00:39:13,583 --> 00:39:15,291 Hope so. 368 00:39:16,458 --> 00:39:18,958 Do you know what he says about you? 369 00:39:20,833 --> 00:39:27,083 That you are an addict and lie to get painkillers. I didn't believe him. 370 00:39:28,541 --> 00:39:31,208 So I prescribed the medicine for you. 371 00:39:32,958 --> 00:39:39,416 It is true. It is not a dangerous medicine. It makes him feel better, but he gets tired. 372 00:39:40,333 --> 00:39:43,875 May I ask - did he fall asleep early tonight? 373 00:39:46,708 --> 00:39:48,250 Yes. 374 00:39:55,958 --> 00:39:57,791 I just want to… 375 00:39:58,916 --> 00:40:00,541 Sorry. 376 00:40:01,875 --> 00:40:06,875 - I can just get a little paranoid. - There is no danger. 377 00:40:07,041 --> 00:40:13,000 I just want to say that you can trust me. With anything. 378 00:40:16,291 --> 00:40:17,666 Yes. 379 00:40:19,958 --> 00:40:25,250 There is actually a thing like me would like... A terrible thing. 380 00:40:26,708 --> 00:40:28,250 Sanctify! 381 00:40:29,416 --> 00:40:31,291 - Well! - Hello! 382 00:40:31,458 --> 00:40:34,750 - What are you doing here? - Son, what are you doing here! 383 00:40:37,166 --> 00:40:40,458 - Is it good? - Mm. How are you? 384 00:40:40,625 --> 00:40:45,291 - I'm fine. Who is this? - This is Martin. 385 00:40:45,458 --> 00:40:48,583 He is with my friend Felix. 386 00:40:49,708 --> 00:40:53,125 - You know Felix? Thorstensson? - Nah. 387 00:40:53,291 --> 00:40:55,250 Yes. This is Klas. 388 00:40:55,416 --> 00:40:58,083 And Klas is dating... 389 00:40:58,250 --> 00:41:03,958 Or... You're together now, right? With Olivia who is Patrik's sister. 390 00:41:04,125 --> 00:41:06,625 But it's a secret, don't tell anyone. 391 00:41:06,791 --> 00:41:08,500 Otherwise, so... 392 00:41:10,166 --> 00:41:14,500 - I'm actually going to meet Olivia at Homage. - Now? 393 00:41:14,666 --> 00:41:17,458 She would think it was fun if you showed up. 394 00:41:17,625 --> 00:41:21,458 Yes, absolutely. - Will you come with me, Martin? 395 00:41:22,083 --> 00:41:25,500 No, it's late. I have to go home to Felix. 396 00:41:26,833 --> 00:41:30,166 - But it was nice to see you. - Hello then. Greetings Felix. 397 00:41:30,333 --> 00:41:31,791 I will. 398 00:41:31,958 --> 00:41:37,041 - She will be thrilled that you show up. - There was only one thing that I had to... 399 00:41:44,958 --> 00:41:49,125 I am pregnant and I don't know what to do... 400 00:41:49,291 --> 00:41:52,166 - Call. You can trust me. - Okay. 401 00:41:55,541 --> 00:41:57,666 - Homage, then. - Okay. 402 00:41:57,833 --> 00:42:00,875 - What timing! - Yes. 403 00:42:53,791 --> 00:42:57,041 Hello. I forgot my headphones. 404 00:42:57,208 --> 00:42:58,833 what are you doing 405 00:42:59,791 --> 00:43:02,291 - What did you say? - What are you doing? 406 00:43:03,916 --> 00:43:05,416 I... 407 00:43:06,625 --> 00:43:08,333 I... 408 00:43:08,500 --> 00:43:10,125 ...wrote a note. 409 00:43:11,708 --> 00:43:13,625 A note? 410 00:43:13,791 --> 00:43:15,291 I... 411 00:43:17,375 --> 00:43:22,541 ...is a bit shy, as you may know. 412 00:43:23,333 --> 00:43:24,958 So I... 413 00:43:25,125 --> 00:43:28,666 ...wrote a note that I thought that you would find tomorrow. 414 00:43:28,833 --> 00:43:31,083 I would like to... 415 00:43:31,791 --> 00:43:34,958 ...inviting you to dinner. I like you, Kristin. 416 00:43:38,583 --> 00:43:43,208 Okay. Likes me like... so what? 417 00:43:43,375 --> 00:43:48,458 As in I have noted that you have put my hair up since we met at the rooftop bar. 418 00:43:48,625 --> 00:43:53,833 That you invited me to a party in Midsommarkransen and that you want to walk home with me. 419 00:43:55,166 --> 00:44:00,375 The hair is very nice, by the way. Your eyes and cheekbones come out. 420 00:44:01,708 --> 00:44:04,208 How about Friday night? 421 00:44:09,125 --> 00:44:15,375 - I can't Friday, but maybe Saturday? - It will be great. Fine. 422 00:44:15,541 --> 00:44:17,083 What fun. 423 00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:19,500 Okay. 424 00:44:27,083 --> 00:44:32,500 - Why did you want to become a doctor? - I had it easy at school. 425 00:44:33,500 --> 00:44:35,541 It was a reasonable option. 426 00:44:37,958 --> 00:44:40,041 Answer honestly. 427 00:44:41,458 --> 00:44:44,500 I had good grades and... 428 00:44:46,416 --> 00:44:48,625 Yes? And then? 429 00:44:49,583 --> 00:44:53,041 - I don't think it belongs here. - But I want to know. 430 00:45:03,458 --> 00:45:08,958 Sometimes I think that I should have become something else. 431 00:45:11,541 --> 00:45:13,708 Yes. What do you want? 432 00:45:15,375 --> 00:45:16,833 What? 433 00:45:18,583 --> 00:45:20,791 What do you want with your life? 434 00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:23,291 What do you want? 435 00:45:25,500 --> 00:45:27,000 Yes, with life? 436 00:45:31,666 --> 00:45:33,041 Love. 437 00:45:34,750 --> 00:45:39,250 Isn't that what it all comes down to in the end? That you want to be loved? 438 00:45:41,500 --> 00:45:43,833 It sounds simple, but... 439 00:45:45,625 --> 00:45:47,708 Do you have...? 440 00:45:48,958 --> 00:45:50,291 Yes. 441 00:45:54,666 --> 00:45:59,708 You... You take this first pill tonight. 442 00:46:00,916 --> 00:46:04,250 On Saturday morning you get the second startup... 443 00:46:04,416 --> 00:46:06,916 No, Patrik's birthday is on Saturday. 444 00:46:07,083 --> 00:46:11,958 That's when the practice is empty. If you go over 12 weeks, you have to scratch. 445 00:46:12,916 --> 00:46:15,125 Give me the pill and I'll fix it. 446 00:46:15,291 --> 00:46:20,500 It's my responsibility if something goes wrong. Like your doctor. 447 00:46:20,666 --> 00:46:24,041 And as your… 448 00:46:24,208 --> 00:46:26,416 ...friend. 449 00:46:30,041 --> 00:46:31,541 Okay. 450 00:46:51,500 --> 00:46:55,166 We're cowboys, okay? We are rodeo cowboys! 451 00:47:28,083 --> 00:47:29,833 Little mom? 452 00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:33,000 Little mom? 453 00:47:40,375 --> 00:47:45,416 Yes, may he live! Yes, may he live! 454 00:47:45,583 --> 00:47:50,958 Yes, may he live a hundred years! 455 00:47:52,500 --> 00:47:56,583 - Oh, oh, oh! Wait - the lights. - Help, then. 456 00:47:56,750 --> 00:47:59,250 All. One, two, three. 457 00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:15,583 Vilma. 458 00:48:17,166 --> 00:48:21,583 - Vilma, come back now. We're going to go. - You too, honey. 459 00:48:21,750 --> 00:48:25,541 - How are you? - Nothing good, then. 460 00:48:25,708 --> 00:48:29,250 - What, then? - I don't know what happened, but... 461 00:48:29,416 --> 00:48:33,041 Not good. I have had chills all night. 462 00:48:33,208 --> 00:48:36,166 Huh? You don't feel so warm. 463 00:48:36,333 --> 00:48:38,833 - But I'm hot. - Okay. 464 00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:42,250 - You're not trying to duck lunch, are you? - Patrick, please! 465 00:48:42,416 --> 00:48:46,125 Stop being suspicious. I feel like I'm going to throw up. 466 00:48:46,291 --> 00:48:49,666 I believe you. Stay home and rest, and we'll be off. 467 00:48:49,833 --> 00:48:53,916 And see you tonight. Will it be good? Or? 468 00:48:54,083 --> 00:48:56,166 - I hope so. - Hope and hope. 469 00:48:56,333 --> 00:49:00,916 It's a party in my honor and then shall my queen be there. Rest now. - Wilma! 470 00:50:06,125 --> 00:50:09,958 Dear friends! Shall we get together for a bit? 471 00:50:13,083 --> 00:50:15,958 My beloved son. 472 00:50:16,125 --> 00:50:18,750 And soon my director. 473 00:50:20,500 --> 00:50:25,125 Patrik will direct me in his new film. 474 00:50:25,291 --> 00:50:30,000 The book will become a movie! So now it's official. 475 00:50:36,041 --> 00:50:39,291 I'll play myself. 476 00:50:39,458 --> 00:50:44,458 Something that feels very strange and almost a little perverse actually. 477 00:50:44,625 --> 00:50:46,291 I get it! 478 00:50:46,875 --> 00:50:51,458 - Better that than being discharged. - Sorry, sister. It had to be that way. 479 00:50:51,625 --> 00:50:54,833 If you don't want to win the Palme d'Or and an Oscar, so… 480 00:50:55,875 --> 00:50:59,625 - Up to you! - Your boyfriend will solve that for me. 481 00:50:59,791 --> 00:51:01,416 I don't need you! 482 00:51:01,583 --> 00:51:04,541 - Cheers, everyone! - Cheers! 483 00:51:05,250 --> 00:51:06,625 Bowl! 484 00:51:09,291 --> 00:51:13,875 And your poor illegitimate Danish brother? Can he be in the movie? 485 00:51:14,041 --> 00:51:16,625 We have to find a little cameo role. 486 00:51:39,583 --> 00:51:44,375 Say after me: Diaper up, said the cute little frog one day 487 00:51:44,541 --> 00:51:47,833 Diaper up, said the cute little frog one day 488 00:51:48,000 --> 00:51:50,541 - You are an actor? - Yes. 489 00:51:50,708 --> 00:51:56,916 I am sitting here with Klas Recke, Sweden's most sensitive and intense actors. 490 00:51:57,083 --> 00:52:00,458 He will play me, Patrik Gregorius, in my upcoming film. 491 00:52:00,625 --> 00:52:02,958 What did you say when I offered you the role? 492 00:52:03,125 --> 00:52:07,416 - That you and I are not the same at all. - And what did I say then? 493 00:52:07,583 --> 00:52:13,416 That if the Film Institute has a problem, yes, then they are racists and can go to hell. 494 00:52:14,625 --> 00:52:21,750 - Was it good? Was I too much? - No, no. You are cruel. I tag you. 495 00:52:22,375 --> 00:52:27,791 You, does Helga have a gay friend named Martin or Matthew. 496 00:52:27,958 --> 00:52:32,541 - No. - Black hair. He was a bit handsome. 497 00:52:32,708 --> 00:52:35,708 No, no Martin. I keep track of her friends. 498 00:52:35,875 --> 00:52:41,458 Shit, I'm just rambling. Oh, oh, oh! Is that a little yawn? 499 00:52:41,625 --> 00:52:45,708 I'm on new meds, I'm completely exhausted. What is Sheyma doing here? 500 00:52:45,875 --> 00:52:49,750 - Helping Olivia, I think. - My brother is standing and raging at her. 501 00:52:49,916 --> 00:52:54,000 He told me he is engaged. He talks shit. 502 00:52:54,166 --> 00:52:59,416 - Damn, what a flirt he is! - He's too similar to me. One second. - Soren! 503 00:53:02,041 --> 00:53:05,791 - Come, I want to talk to you. - I'll be back in a second. 504 00:53:18,000 --> 00:53:20,541 Can I have another one? 505 00:53:20,708 --> 00:53:24,500 - Helga, it doesn't work. - No... 506 00:53:26,833 --> 00:53:29,250 Can't you come and sit here? 507 00:53:45,125 --> 00:53:47,500 I have to lie down. 508 00:53:58,333 --> 00:54:01,541 You are kind to me, Gabriel. 509 00:54:01,708 --> 00:54:04,208 You deserve to be treated like that. 510 00:54:07,541 --> 00:54:10,750 Patrik is also kind. He... 511 00:54:13,375 --> 00:54:17,791 - ...put up with me. - You haven't done anything wrong. 512 00:54:19,166 --> 00:54:26,000 - Why am I here then? - It's his fault. Not yours. 513 00:54:30,333 --> 00:54:33,208 - Do you want another one? - Yes, give me another one. 514 00:54:47,541 --> 00:54:50,041 - Wait... - Okay. 515 00:55:01,166 --> 00:55:04,541 Darling. Download Lena. Download Lena! 516 00:55:17,041 --> 00:55:18,458 Lena. 517 00:55:19,291 --> 00:55:21,666 - Here... - What is it? 518 00:55:21,833 --> 00:55:25,583 - My heart! My heart! - Breathe. 519 00:55:31,250 --> 00:55:33,750 Do you have someone you love, Gabriel? 520 00:55:38,333 --> 00:55:43,083 I feel you have it, on how your heart beats. 521 00:55:44,875 --> 00:55:51,083 Because you are one that you feel good about being loved by. 522 00:55:57,416 --> 00:55:59,333 Helga, you... 523 00:56:00,708 --> 00:56:03,708 - ...you can be free. - No. 524 00:56:03,875 --> 00:56:10,125 - You can do it. You could… - I can never leave Patrik. 525 00:56:13,041 --> 00:56:19,833 All my friends, my daughter, my whole life, it's just... 526 00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:21,791 It's his. 527 00:56:24,250 --> 00:56:29,208 It sounds crazy, but sometimes I think that everything would have been better if he were dead. 528 00:56:40,875 --> 00:56:42,958 It will be alright. 529 00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:48,291 I promise you that. Everything will be fine. 530 00:57:10,875 --> 00:57:12,750 - Are you doing well? - Something is wrong. 531 00:57:12,916 --> 00:57:14,791 It is completely normal. 532 00:57:17,458 --> 00:57:19,208 What's going on..? 533 00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:29,208 - There is no one here, Lena. - We don't know that. - Hello? 534 00:57:29,375 --> 00:57:30,833 There is no one here. 535 00:57:31,000 --> 00:57:37,000 Patrik, if you sit on the chair here and just think about taking it easy. 536 00:57:37,166 --> 00:57:41,708 - It doesn't help, it's the heart. - I know it feels that way. 537 00:57:41,875 --> 00:57:44,458 I'll just fix the medicine for you. 538 00:57:52,375 --> 00:57:55,500 Damn, how strange. Kristin said it was there… 539 00:57:55,666 --> 00:57:57,333 Damn! 540 00:57:59,625 --> 00:58:03,500 - I'm going to puke. - Then we go to the toilet. 541 00:58:06,125 --> 00:58:08,500 Come, lean on me. 542 00:58:10,125 --> 00:58:13,833 - I'm going to puke now. - No problem, do it. 543 00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:16,208 - Hello. - What are you doing here? 544 00:58:16,375 --> 00:58:20,416 - Prepares the week's patients. - How are you, Patrik? 545 00:58:20,583 --> 00:58:24,375 - Nothing good. It is the heart. - It's a panic attack. 546 00:58:24,541 --> 00:58:30,083 Which is strange considering everyone anti-anxiety meds you put him on. 547 00:58:30,250 --> 00:58:32,791 - Do you have the card for the medicine cabinet? - No. 548 00:58:32,958 --> 00:58:37,666 Lena, I don't want sedation. Can't you just examine me? 549 00:58:37,833 --> 00:58:40,916 I think you should investigate him. 550 00:58:41,083 --> 00:58:44,416 - I'll go get the stethoscope. - Thank you. 551 00:58:44,583 --> 00:58:47,458 I'll get a poop bag, Patrik. Do you want it? 552 00:58:47,625 --> 00:58:50,000 I do it in the toilet now. 553 00:58:56,250 --> 00:58:59,583 - What are we doing? - Nothing. Just stay here. 554 00:59:01,708 --> 00:59:03,375 So. 555 00:59:03,541 --> 00:59:07,416 Look what I found on the bathroom floor. Kristin must have lost it. 556 00:59:07,583 --> 00:59:10,041 - I'm getting medicine. - I'm listening. 557 00:59:11,041 --> 00:59:14,500 Here, Patrick. Do you need to throw up? 558 00:59:15,500 --> 00:59:18,166 Patrick, look at me. 559 00:59:18,333 --> 00:59:22,958 - Feel here. Feel here. - Patrik, I will listen to your heart. 560 00:59:23,125 --> 00:59:27,708 Just breathe. And then you are as quiet as you can be. 561 00:59:31,250 --> 00:59:34,958 What has happened? Why don't you want sedation? 562 00:59:35,125 --> 00:59:37,208 I pulled a line at the party. 563 00:59:38,750 --> 00:59:42,916 I don't want to confuse it with sedation. Will I die? 564 00:59:43,083 --> 00:59:47,250 - I'm going to die! - Here I bring medicines. 565 00:59:47,416 --> 00:59:50,333 He won't have anything. He needs fresh air. 566 00:59:50,500 --> 00:59:53,208 - I won't have anything! - But my God! 567 00:59:53,375 --> 00:59:57,916 - Help him to the door, and I'll turn it off. - I just have to go to the toilet. 568 00:59:58,083 --> 00:59:59,458 No! 569 01:00:00,208 --> 01:00:01,875 Wait! 570 01:00:03,625 --> 01:00:08,083 - What is it? - Patrik's heart beats irregularly. 571 01:00:08,250 --> 01:00:10,541 - What?! - There is no danger. 572 01:00:10,708 --> 01:00:15,041 - A cocaine overdose, but quiet about it. - Okay. 573 01:00:15,208 --> 01:00:19,458 I drive the car forward. Take care of Patrick then I put on my shoes. 574 01:00:19,625 --> 01:00:21,958 - I said so! - There is no danger. 575 01:00:22,125 --> 01:00:25,125 Come here, Patrick. It will be good. 576 01:00:43,250 --> 01:00:49,083 - In the emergency room, they need to know about the cocaine. - It doesn't work. 577 01:00:49,250 --> 01:00:54,916 - They will take blood samples. - It will be news. It will be a scandal. 578 01:00:55,083 --> 01:00:59,333 - If you don't want it... - It doesn't matter, I'm going to die! 579 01:00:59,500 --> 01:01:02,625 You have to breathe. Focus. 580 01:01:02,791 --> 01:01:06,541 - No, I... - Patrik, look at me. 581 01:01:06,708 --> 01:01:09,000 Patrick, look at me. 582 01:01:10,333 --> 01:01:11,833 What are you doing?! 583 01:01:19,875 --> 01:01:23,666 - And then you breathe. - I'm breathing. 584 01:01:24,375 --> 01:01:26,875 Out through the mouth. 585 01:01:32,416 --> 01:01:35,416 Surely you feel better? Do you feel the heart? 586 01:01:36,416 --> 01:01:39,833 - Has it calmed down? - Yes. Damn, how sick. 587 01:01:40,000 --> 01:01:43,041 What happened? I feel fine. 588 01:01:44,500 --> 01:01:49,916 Totally crazy. Your anxiety is so powerful that I mistook it for a heart attack. 589 01:01:50,083 --> 01:01:55,125 But I now feel that the danger is over. You don't have to go in if you don't want to. 590 01:01:55,291 --> 01:01:59,916 No. No, we suck at it. How sick! 591 01:02:00,083 --> 01:02:05,375 - I'm here now! Are you coming? - It was a false alarm, Lena. I feel fine. 592 01:02:05,541 --> 01:02:09,375 - It was a panic attack. - That's what I said. 593 01:02:09,541 --> 01:02:12,125 You saved me, Gabriel. 594 01:02:12,291 --> 01:02:16,000 - How are you? - I'm fine. Sorry. 595 01:02:16,166 --> 01:02:20,625 - Go, you guys. I go in and lock. - One second, Gabriel. Wait. 596 01:02:20,791 --> 01:02:24,166 Go to mom. I go home and change. 597 01:02:24,333 --> 01:02:29,666 On one condition: that you take it easy tonight. So, very calm. 598 01:02:29,833 --> 01:02:32,958 - Sorry. I promise. - It doesn't matter. 599 01:02:33,125 --> 01:02:36,916 - I take care of mother and daughter. - Hello, Gabriel! 600 01:02:39,041 --> 01:02:42,958 - I have to go in and lock up. - I'm with you. 601 01:02:43,125 --> 01:02:48,416 - Nephew go and... - I'm with you. I can't be myself. 602 01:02:48,583 --> 01:02:51,583 - Just a little while. - It can't be done, I have to... 603 01:02:51,750 --> 01:02:56,833 In that case, we go to a bar. We'll have a drink so you can relax. 604 01:02:57,000 --> 01:02:59,500 are you kidding A glass? 605 01:03:01,083 --> 01:03:03,541 Brilliant, of course we do. 606 01:03:03,708 --> 01:03:07,041 I'm born again, dammit. It must be celebrated! 607 01:03:07,208 --> 01:03:11,125 But no one bar. I have wine and spirits at home. 608 01:03:11,291 --> 01:03:16,416 - It doesn't work... - Yes, it will be great. Now it's a party! 609 01:03:25,250 --> 01:03:28,041 I'm alive, motherfuckers! Do you hear that? 610 01:03:46,750 --> 01:03:48,625 Damn... 611 01:03:54,416 --> 01:03:57,416 Gabriel. Isn't life wonderful, huh? 612 01:03:58,708 --> 01:04:02,166 I turn 35 today. I am surrounded by family. 613 01:04:02,333 --> 01:04:06,583 My career involves artistic and spiritual self-realization - 614 01:04:06,750 --> 01:04:10,208 - I have a miracle for a daughter and a beautiful wife. 615 01:04:10,375 --> 01:04:13,250 A damn beautiful wife! 616 01:04:17,208 --> 01:04:20,791 - But you, regarding Helga... - What's the matter with her? 617 01:04:22,500 --> 01:04:24,083 Well... 618 01:04:26,375 --> 01:04:30,000 Now that I've gotten to know you - 619 01:04:30,166 --> 01:04:33,916 - and your anxiety that you actually live with better… 620 01:04:34,083 --> 01:04:36,958 Yes? What? 621 01:04:37,125 --> 01:04:42,041 - You and Helga are both type A people... - She's out for a walk. 622 01:04:43,250 --> 01:04:47,000 A constant fucking walk. What happened to taxis? 623 01:04:47,166 --> 01:04:51,083 - Helga and you... - Shit in Helga now. Bowl. 624 01:04:51,250 --> 01:04:54,875 - Cheers to life and to you, Doctor Glas. - Cheers. 625 01:04:56,125 --> 01:05:00,916 - It was a panic attack you had. - No. I've had that a thousand times before. 626 01:05:01,083 --> 01:05:07,541 This was something completely different. I felt the cold hands of death on my shoulders. 627 01:05:07,708 --> 01:05:09,791 It went completely black. 628 01:05:09,958 --> 01:05:14,750 Then you came and put your hand on my chest and pulled me back into the light. 629 01:05:14,916 --> 01:05:19,166 I don't care if it was medical, I know what happened. 630 01:05:19,333 --> 01:05:22,166 I am eternally grateful to you. 631 01:05:22,333 --> 01:05:25,666 My friend, Archangel Gabriel. 632 01:05:26,666 --> 01:05:30,333 - It was nothing. - You don't say much. 633 01:05:34,458 --> 01:05:38,375 But you're looking at one. You really look at one. 634 01:05:38,541 --> 01:05:44,291 And I see in your eyes that you don't judge. It is beautiful. 635 01:05:44,458 --> 01:05:47,291 - This is calm, huh? - Yes. 636 01:05:49,333 --> 01:05:51,416 - Will you have? - No. 637 01:05:52,875 --> 01:05:57,458 - We really need to talk about this... - I would like to give you something. 638 01:05:59,625 --> 01:06:02,208 Now I figured it out. Of course! 639 01:06:03,541 --> 01:06:08,375 What do you think about it? It should fit. We have more in the bedroom, come. 640 01:06:08,541 --> 01:06:14,875 We're having a masquerade party tonight. I will be dressed as a king, or an angel. 641 01:06:15,041 --> 01:06:21,416 We got a lot of crap from the stylist. Try it that one. Otherwise, one of these will fit. 642 01:06:21,583 --> 01:06:26,375 There will be a lot of sex and drugs. A little bit of everything possible. Try this one. 643 01:06:26,541 --> 01:06:32,833 This one might fit. I think you will join - you must keep an eye out for Helga. 644 01:06:33,000 --> 01:06:36,000 - Shall I go? - You were on track with her. 645 01:06:36,166 --> 01:06:38,708 She meets another dude, now on the walk. 646 01:06:38,875 --> 01:06:40,375 Why do you think so? 647 01:06:40,541 --> 01:06:45,791 I feel it in my whole soul. I just know, she's talking to some other dude. 648 01:06:45,958 --> 01:06:50,833 - She wasn't sick this morning, I know that. - Then you have to leave her. 649 01:06:51,000 --> 01:06:55,583 No! Leave her? You are sure that it wasn't a heart attack, was it? 650 01:06:55,750 --> 01:06:59,541 - Yes. What is that there? - A little present for myself. 651 01:06:59,708 --> 01:07:04,000 I thought I would be so damn high tonight - 652 01:07:04,166 --> 01:07:06,666 - and take a lot of Viagra. 653 01:07:06,833 --> 01:07:11,208 I'm going to put so much on Helga that she forgets the other little guy. 654 01:07:13,333 --> 01:07:14,875 You... 655 01:07:15,041 --> 01:07:16,791 Are you going to join? 656 01:07:19,500 --> 01:07:21,708 - Huh? - What are you talking about? 657 01:07:21,875 --> 01:07:23,916 And sleep with my wife. 658 01:07:25,791 --> 01:07:28,958 In front of me maybe. Or with me. 659 01:07:30,166 --> 01:07:32,125 I think she would have liked it. 660 01:07:33,541 --> 01:07:35,625 I think I would have liked it. 661 01:07:37,166 --> 01:07:39,875 Shall we do it now, before the masquerade? 662 01:07:42,791 --> 01:07:45,333 You can be honest with me. 663 01:07:48,000 --> 01:07:52,458 Shut up about this, I'm working it in. You'll see. 664 01:07:52,625 --> 01:07:54,458 Hello, darling! 665 01:07:54,625 --> 01:07:59,375 God, you're really sick. I who have doubted you. 666 01:07:59,541 --> 01:08:03,500 - I just have to rest. - No! Gabriel is here. 667 01:08:03,666 --> 01:08:07,750 We've had a really sick day. He has saved my life. 668 01:08:07,916 --> 01:08:10,708 First we went to his practice. 669 01:08:10,875 --> 01:08:14,666 Lena was not allowed to give me sedatives, because I had taken charge. 670 01:08:14,833 --> 01:08:17,958 Then he did mental CPR on me. 671 01:08:18,125 --> 01:08:22,458 - Have you taken charge? - Do you want, to perk up? 672 01:08:22,625 --> 01:08:26,458 - Start with some whiskey. - Not if you have a fever. 673 01:08:26,625 --> 01:08:31,458 - I think whiskey will be great, actually. - It is always good against fever. 674 01:08:31,625 --> 01:08:33,458 So there, yes. 675 01:08:35,583 --> 01:08:39,041 Now it's a party Helga's way! 676 01:08:40,500 --> 01:08:44,166 - Gabriel is going to the masquerade party. - Damn, what fun. 677 01:08:44,333 --> 01:08:46,750 Come on, we'll go change. 678 01:08:50,583 --> 01:08:54,708 How are you? You can't go to a masquerade. 679 01:08:54,875 --> 01:09:00,166 You can't talk like that in my home, it's too dangerous. Stop. Bye then. 680 01:09:00,333 --> 01:09:02,250 - You're coming, aren't you? - Yes. 681 01:09:07,666 --> 01:09:10,208 You, darling... 682 01:09:10,375 --> 01:09:13,750 Are you seeing another guy? Huh? 683 01:09:15,958 --> 01:09:19,541 You know you can tell me. I don't get angry. 684 01:09:19,708 --> 01:09:22,208 I really don't. 685 01:09:29,708 --> 01:09:31,375 Wait, Gabe. 686 01:09:31,541 --> 01:09:35,166 - Maybe not in front of him... - Gabriel is a doctor. 687 01:09:35,333 --> 01:09:40,125 He has a professional attitude to bodies. - Or how? 688 01:09:40,291 --> 01:09:42,208 On with the dress now. 689 01:09:42,375 --> 01:09:45,708 What happened to the music? Try on an outfit now. 690 01:09:46,958 --> 01:09:51,583 It's my birthday in a double sense, I'm damn reborn. 691 01:09:51,750 --> 01:09:56,500 Good choice! Nice, Gabriel. Now it's a party. 692 01:10:07,291 --> 01:10:08,666 Nice, honey. 693 01:10:10,916 --> 01:10:12,583 Check here. 694 01:10:17,458 --> 01:10:20,125 Try it out. On it, try it. 695 01:10:22,375 --> 01:10:28,625 - Darling. Come on, do you want a little charge? - Can you help me with this one? 696 01:10:28,791 --> 01:10:33,375 I won't be hard on you tonight. Get here first. 697 01:10:34,208 --> 01:10:38,708 Patrik, take it easy. Remember you just had a panic attack. 698 01:10:39,958 --> 01:10:42,708 It wasn't a panic attack, you said. 699 01:10:43,375 --> 01:10:47,916 We need to change my meds. I have lost my sex drive. 700 01:10:48,083 --> 01:10:53,833 And it feels like a fucking waste when you have such a sexy wife. Or how? 701 01:10:57,833 --> 01:11:02,750 Surely she is sexy? - I feel for to do something really stupid. 702 01:11:02,916 --> 01:11:05,833 What would you say about... 703 01:11:06,000 --> 01:11:07,500 ...kiss Gabriel? 704 01:11:09,458 --> 01:11:15,500 - Patrick... - Come on, Gabriel. Come and kiss Helga. Come on. 705 01:11:15,666 --> 01:11:19,500 - Patrick... - Yeah. Come on, Gabriel. 706 01:11:19,666 --> 01:11:24,416 - Shall I kiss Gabriel? - Yes, a little kiss. It's my birthday! 707 01:11:25,833 --> 01:11:27,875 A little kiss. 708 01:11:30,083 --> 01:11:32,166 Come on. Come and kiss Helga. 709 01:11:38,541 --> 01:11:40,208 What are you doing, Gabriel? 710 01:11:42,541 --> 01:11:45,166 We're kidding you. 711 01:11:45,333 --> 01:11:49,708 You are our doctor. Are you going to try to have a threesome here? 712 01:11:49,875 --> 01:11:52,375 We're kidding you. 713 01:11:54,375 --> 01:11:55,791 Guy! 714 01:11:55,958 --> 01:11:58,666 Guy. Sorry. I apologize. 715 01:11:58,833 --> 01:12:04,125 But don't talk about my wife like that, you put ghosts in my head. 716 01:12:04,291 --> 01:12:06,083 She only loves me. 717 01:12:06,250 --> 01:12:09,583 You look completely cut. Sorry! Okay? 718 01:12:09,750 --> 01:12:14,416 See you next week instead. Go now. You can wish me luck. 719 01:12:14,583 --> 01:12:18,208 I thought I would come to punish her later. 720 01:12:18,375 --> 01:12:20,291 At the party. 721 01:12:22,125 --> 01:12:24,958 I know what she likes. Ciao. 722 01:12:26,666 --> 01:12:31,416 Damn, how pretty you're getting, baby. It will be as good as it gets. 723 01:12:31,583 --> 01:12:34,500 - Stop. - What do you think of these? 724 01:14:40,291 --> 01:14:46,041 It's hard to find words that don't that you sound like a Love Island contestant. 725 01:14:48,666 --> 01:14:50,416 Okay. 726 01:14:50,583 --> 01:14:57,166 Patrik, my beloved fucking brother from the same fucking mother! 727 01:14:59,875 --> 01:15:05,666 Not the same fucking mother for you, Søren but the same fucking licentious father. 728 01:15:08,166 --> 01:15:10,666 - You are a genius. - Uh, hang up! 729 01:15:10,833 --> 01:15:12,750 "Get off!" 730 01:15:12,916 --> 01:15:18,833 And then you are the most beautiful person on the inside and outside. 731 01:15:20,625 --> 01:15:22,125 Totally insane! 732 01:15:24,250 --> 01:15:27,458 We love you so much. 733 01:15:27,625 --> 01:15:32,833 And tonight you turn thirty fucking five! 734 01:15:37,541 --> 01:15:41,458 This ball will go on until well after midnight - 735 01:15:41,625 --> 01:15:45,041 - so now we shout a fourfold hurray! 736 01:15:46,166 --> 01:15:51,625 - Hip, hip! - Hooray! Hurray! Hurray! Hurray! 737 01:15:53,541 --> 01:15:55,708 Come on now! 738 01:16:34,083 --> 01:16:35,916 Shit, how nice! 739 01:16:36,083 --> 01:16:38,708 - I'll be there soon. - Where are you going? 740 01:16:38,875 --> 01:16:41,833 - I'm just going to look around a bit. - Okay. 741 01:16:59,333 --> 01:17:01,958 Who are you? Do you have a name? 742 01:17:03,875 --> 01:17:05,958 Unfortunately, you have to leave here. 743 01:17:07,333 --> 01:17:11,375 I have an offer. A birthday present for Patrik. 744 01:17:11,541 --> 01:17:14,041 He asked us to be discreet. 745 01:17:14,208 --> 01:17:16,333 Welcome. 746 01:17:20,625 --> 01:17:24,041 - Good there! Did you solve the suite? - Yes, I fixed it. 747 01:17:24,208 --> 01:17:27,333 It's cool, you can be calm. 748 01:17:29,083 --> 01:17:32,416 Fuck, what are you driving! Little darling! 749 01:17:32,583 --> 01:17:37,000 How sexist to say - especially when she pulls candy like a man. 750 01:17:37,166 --> 01:17:39,541 Shut up, Olivia. 751 01:17:40,541 --> 01:17:44,708 - Someone who is a little off here... - Where are you going? Have a cigarette here instead. 752 01:17:44,875 --> 01:17:49,291 - No, I have to get some air. - Come on. We can go there and smoke. 753 01:17:49,458 --> 01:17:51,958 - Oh! - Who are you? 754 01:17:52,125 --> 01:17:55,750 Is that you, dad? Are you finally going to pick me up from preschool? 755 01:18:01,291 --> 01:18:06,083 Hörru, the phantom of the opera. Take off the mask, otherwise I call the sexy guard. 756 01:18:06,250 --> 01:18:09,750 Disappear! Preferably faster than Olivia's ex-boyfriend. 757 01:18:24,958 --> 01:18:29,375 - But... No, where are we going? - Come, I have a surprise. 758 01:18:36,291 --> 01:18:39,208 - I'm going to have a cigarette. - Come here, come. 759 01:18:39,375 --> 01:18:41,291 Come, come, come. 760 01:18:45,166 --> 01:18:50,000 - Should I close... - Close your eyes. Okay? 761 01:18:50,166 --> 01:18:52,041 - Are you ready? - Yes. 762 01:18:52,208 --> 01:18:55,791 - What is this, Patrik? - Okay, here. 763 01:19:18,541 --> 01:19:20,958 No! Let me go, I say! 764 01:19:21,125 --> 01:19:24,541 - Hang up! - That's not what I meant. 765 01:19:24,708 --> 01:19:28,250 Hello? That's not what I meant, honey. 766 01:19:28,416 --> 01:19:29,916 Darling! 767 01:19:31,041 --> 01:19:32,500 Sanctify! 768 01:19:35,000 --> 01:19:39,750 Hello? Can't we finish talking? You don't have to be afraid of me. 769 01:19:40,333 --> 01:19:41,875 Sanctify? 770 01:19:45,333 --> 01:19:47,416 Darling? Sanctify? 771 01:20:06,791 --> 01:20:09,708 Who the fuck are you? Stick! 772 01:20:11,625 --> 01:20:13,458 Stick! 773 01:20:16,375 --> 01:20:18,000 Hello. 774 01:20:18,166 --> 01:20:23,625 - What, hello? What are you doing here? - What are you talking about? You invited me. 775 01:20:23,791 --> 01:20:29,333 - Why don't you say hi to? - You are tall, Patrik. Paranoid. 776 01:20:29,500 --> 01:20:31,583 - Have you seen Helga? - No. 777 01:20:31,750 --> 01:20:34,791 - Wait. Wait, Patrick. - Why that? 778 01:20:34,958 --> 01:20:39,875 That's something I haven't said. It has happened something with Helga. A serious matter. 779 01:20:40,041 --> 01:20:44,041 - Say. What has happened? - I just have to... 780 01:20:45,041 --> 01:20:47,708 - Come on. - What has happened? 781 01:20:47,875 --> 01:20:51,666 - We have to sit down. It is serious. - Huh? 782 01:20:51,833 --> 01:20:56,416 - I need something to drink. - Say, Gabriel. What's up with Helga? 783 01:20:56,583 --> 01:20:58,666 I'll tell you. 784 01:20:59,583 --> 01:21:01,125 I... 785 01:21:03,833 --> 01:21:06,041 I should have told you earlier. 786 01:21:08,250 --> 01:21:10,041 She... 787 01:21:11,291 --> 01:21:15,666 She told me that the first time when she... 788 01:21:18,458 --> 01:21:20,541 ...she was with me. 789 01:21:23,750 --> 01:21:25,250 Here. 790 01:21:26,083 --> 01:21:29,208 Drink this now. Bowl. 791 01:21:29,958 --> 01:21:31,458 You need it. 792 01:21:34,541 --> 01:21:36,125 Drink. 793 01:21:37,583 --> 01:21:40,083 You need to be calm when you hear this. 794 01:21:41,166 --> 01:21:45,750 - Gabriel, I will leave here... - I understand! Trust me. 795 01:21:52,875 --> 01:21:54,500 What's up with Helga? 796 01:21:59,583 --> 01:22:02,083 - Have you seen Klas? - No. Sorry. 797 01:22:09,250 --> 01:22:11,583 Helga has had an abortion. 798 01:22:11,750 --> 01:22:14,333 - Huh? - She was pregnant. 799 01:22:15,541 --> 01:22:17,041 With your child. 800 01:22:19,625 --> 01:22:24,750 Yes. But she didn't want to give you another child, so she removed it. 801 01:22:24,916 --> 01:22:27,000 How do you know this? 802 01:22:27,916 --> 01:22:30,500 I was the one who performed the abortion. 803 01:22:34,291 --> 01:22:37,416 Today. At the reception. 804 01:22:40,125 --> 01:22:42,166 What are you talking about? 805 01:22:42,333 --> 01:22:47,291 We had planned it before. Helga got there. She wasn't sick, she just said so. 806 01:22:47,458 --> 01:22:50,875 - She was lying down, she was in a lot of pain. - What are you saying? 807 01:22:51,041 --> 01:22:56,208 It was close to Lena coming at us, I saw said you were having a heart attack. 808 01:22:56,375 --> 01:22:59,500 - To get you out. - Are you kidding me, Gabriel? 809 01:22:59,666 --> 01:23:01,750 This is not fun! 810 01:23:03,083 --> 01:23:06,291 I have lied to you. All the time. 811 01:23:08,541 --> 01:23:09,875 Here. 812 01:23:12,041 --> 01:23:16,083 You see for yourself, there she is. It is Helga who wanted this. 813 01:23:16,250 --> 01:23:20,291 She is disgusted by you. Don't you know that? She hates you. 814 01:23:20,458 --> 01:23:24,875 She asked me to remove the baby. I was just helping her! 815 01:23:26,791 --> 01:23:29,041 Release! Release! 816 01:23:31,791 --> 01:23:36,125 You are sick! You are absolutely sick in the head! 817 01:23:47,458 --> 01:23:49,875 Class? 818 01:23:50,541 --> 01:23:55,833 - Hello! What are you doing here? - I'm just taking it easy. 819 01:23:56,000 --> 01:24:00,375 - Are you having a good time on your birthday? - Yes, it's calm. 820 01:24:00,541 --> 01:24:02,833 Okay. 821 01:24:03,000 --> 01:24:04,916 You're fine, aren't you? 822 01:24:05,083 --> 01:24:07,083 Yes, that's good. 823 01:24:07,250 --> 01:24:10,500 - Is it something with Helga? - No, it's calm. 824 01:24:10,666 --> 01:24:13,625 - You can say... - It's calm, I promise. 825 01:24:14,791 --> 01:24:17,708 - Have you seen Klas? - He's out there. 826 01:24:17,875 --> 01:24:23,166 - No, I've looked everywhere. - He's in the yard. I'm coming. 827 01:24:32,208 --> 01:24:34,625 Sorry... Sorry! 828 01:24:35,333 --> 01:24:36,833 Sorry! 829 01:24:37,000 --> 01:24:40,625 I wouldn't have done that to you. Sorry. 830 01:24:42,916 --> 01:24:46,500 Helga... I spoke to Helga just now. 831 01:24:48,458 --> 01:24:52,541 I'm an idiot, Gabriel. She said she was afraid of me. 832 01:24:52,708 --> 01:24:57,500 Fuck, I haven't understood anything. Fuck! I'm so stupid in the head! 833 01:24:57,666 --> 01:25:00,625 I have to talk to Helga. I need to talk to… 834 01:25:16,125 --> 01:25:18,666 Gabriel. Help me, Gabriel! 835 01:25:18,833 --> 01:25:20,875 I will not help you. 836 01:25:21,041 --> 01:25:24,250 - Call an ambulance! - I won't call. 837 01:25:27,625 --> 01:25:31,208 - Hello, sister. Have you seen Patrick? - Have you seen Klas? 838 01:25:31,375 --> 01:25:36,041 Sheyma and I will surprise him. I'll sing You Were Always On My Mind. 839 01:25:36,208 --> 01:25:38,541 - You have to help me. - Huh? 840 01:25:38,708 --> 01:25:43,541 - Whatever. Do you know where Patrik is? - Yes, he's up there in the dining room. 841 01:25:43,708 --> 01:25:45,916 After him! 842 01:25:49,291 --> 01:25:52,625 - You will die, Patrik. look at me - Let me go! 843 01:25:52,791 --> 01:25:55,750 - Look at me. You will die now. - No! 844 01:25:55,916 --> 01:26:01,875 Yes. And before you do, I want you to should know it was me who did it. 845 01:26:02,041 --> 01:26:06,708 Do you understand that? Look at me, Patrick. look at me 846 01:26:06,875 --> 01:26:08,791 That was me. 847 01:26:08,958 --> 01:26:12,500 look at me That's the last thing you see. 848 01:26:14,000 --> 01:26:17,833 I was the one who did it. Look at me! 849 01:26:18,000 --> 01:26:21,416 I had to. I had no choice. 850 01:26:21,583 --> 01:26:24,000 Patrick, look at me. look at me 851 01:26:58,875 --> 01:27:00,916 - Patrick? - Patrick! 852 01:27:02,750 --> 01:27:05,458 - Patrick! Patrick! - Help! 853 01:27:05,625 --> 01:27:08,708 - Help! Help! - Help! 854 01:27:10,083 --> 01:27:11,416 Do something! 855 01:28:34,750 --> 01:28:36,250 Whole... 856 01:28:38,625 --> 01:28:41,125 - Hello. - I have missed you... 857 01:28:41,291 --> 01:28:43,000 I was at the party. 858 01:28:58,958 --> 01:29:01,291 Isn't that your gay friend? 859 01:29:02,666 --> 01:29:04,416 Don't know. 860 01:30:57,291 --> 01:31:01,708 The popular writer Patrik Gregorius is dead. 861 01:31:01,875 --> 01:31:07,083 The author passed away suddenly last night during his 35th birthday party outside Stockholm. 862 01:31:08,416 --> 01:31:12,750 Patrik died of a fentanyl overdose. 863 01:31:13,416 --> 01:31:17,625 I have had to to review the medication - 864 01:31:17,791 --> 01:31:21,083 - which you have prescribed and printed. 865 01:31:21,250 --> 01:31:24,541 And that's worrying, Gabriel. 866 01:31:24,708 --> 01:31:29,375 I will have to to be transparent with the police about it. 867 01:31:37,750 --> 01:31:39,958 Your daughter must be proud of you. 868 01:31:40,125 --> 01:31:43,958 She probably gives a shit about what I do. But I hope so. 869 01:31:44,125 --> 01:31:47,708 But more because I get to be a present and nice father. 870 01:31:52,750 --> 01:31:54,541 {\an8}Get her out of here! 871 01:32:12,833 --> 01:32:16,333 - No, no, no. You're going along. - And you're coming. 872 01:32:18,791 --> 01:32:22,333 {\an8}What the hell are you doing? Fuck off! 873 01:32:35,291 --> 01:32:41,208 And little Vilma. That she is alone with that terrible woman… 874 01:32:41,958 --> 01:32:45,875 She must have done it that he started with drugs. 875 01:32:46,041 --> 01:32:50,500 - Don't make it harder. Come on. - No, you must not take her! 876 01:32:50,666 --> 01:32:54,833 She is terrible. She's ice cold, she's calculating. 877 01:32:55,000 --> 01:32:59,208 - Come, Vilma... - Let her go! - You want to be with mom. 878 01:32:59,375 --> 01:33:01,666 Vilma lives with her grandmother now. 879 01:33:01,833 --> 01:33:04,375 No! Wilma! No! 880 01:33:04,541 --> 01:33:06,291 Wilma! 881 01:33:13,333 --> 01:33:17,833 A film is now spreading on social media where Helga Gregorius takes kola - 882 01:33:18,000 --> 01:33:23,375 - just two weeks after her husband died of a drug overdose. How does it feel? 883 01:33:23,541 --> 01:33:25,625 I think it is... 884 01:33:25,791 --> 01:33:28,375 I can still relate. 885 01:33:28,541 --> 01:33:31,666 Is there a crisis, or a tribute to him? 886 01:33:31,833 --> 01:33:33,916 I hope for both. 887 01:33:34,083 --> 01:33:36,708 Have you read anything else by him now? 888 01:33:45,958 --> 01:33:47,500 Halloween! 889 01:34:07,083 --> 01:34:08,458 Well. 890 01:34:08,625 --> 01:34:12,833 I'm outside. Should I call the intercom? 891 01:34:13,500 --> 01:34:16,750 Okay. Yes, I'll call. 892 01:34:18,041 --> 01:34:19,458 Okay. 893 01:34:29,833 --> 01:34:33,208 - Hello? I open. - Thank you. 894 01:35:14,291 --> 01:35:18,416 - But say it, then. - That's what I'm saying: Get out of here. 895 01:35:23,458 --> 01:35:27,250 Is that the dude at the masquerade? Martin. Do you have a fucking thing? 896 01:35:27,416 --> 01:35:30,708 - So you the hell don't talk to me. - Okay, sorry. 897 01:35:30,875 --> 01:35:34,458 You know what? You mean nothing to me. Nothing! 898 01:35:34,625 --> 01:35:37,458 You are just like Olivia and Patrik. 899 01:35:37,625 --> 01:35:42,333 You exploit people for your own gain and throw them away when you no longer need them. 900 01:35:42,500 --> 01:35:48,541 You would play Patrik in Patrik's film. You say you love him - fuck you! 901 01:35:48,708 --> 01:35:54,291 You just wanted to fuck his wife! You wanted his wife, you wanted his life! Stick! 902 01:35:54,458 --> 01:35:56,791 What are you up to? 903 01:36:59,041 --> 01:37:00,916 what are you doing 904 01:37:01,083 --> 01:37:03,083 I've been trying to call you. 905 01:37:03,250 --> 01:37:05,416 You climbed up? 906 01:37:07,458 --> 01:37:11,666 Everyone is worried about you. Patrik's mother and Lena. 907 01:37:11,833 --> 01:37:15,125 They asked me to talk to you. 908 01:37:16,708 --> 01:37:19,458 - And you agreed to it? - No. 909 01:37:20,416 --> 01:37:22,166 I'm here for you. 910 01:37:22,333 --> 01:37:25,625 I'm afraid you'll hurt yourself. 911 01:37:30,166 --> 01:37:33,791 They want to take Vilma away from me, so... 912 01:37:33,958 --> 01:37:35,750 So what? 913 01:37:35,916 --> 01:37:42,583 What the hell do you think? Then Patrick died everything has been up and down and... 914 01:37:42,750 --> 01:37:46,416 You are right. I have thought about hurting myself. 915 01:37:46,583 --> 01:37:48,333 I want to be myself. 916 01:37:48,500 --> 01:37:52,125 I am free. But it doesn't feel that way. 917 01:37:54,791 --> 01:37:56,208 No. 918 01:37:59,583 --> 01:38:02,083 Were you at the masquerade? 919 01:38:02,250 --> 01:38:04,458 No. 920 01:38:04,625 --> 01:38:10,041 - Klas said you were there. - I don't know what Klas has got into. 921 01:38:12,500 --> 01:38:14,958 Did you just see us? 922 01:38:16,500 --> 01:38:19,291 I don't say anything. 923 01:38:19,458 --> 01:38:20,791 Okay. 924 01:38:22,250 --> 01:38:25,833 We can talk about it later. I must rest now. 925 01:38:28,625 --> 01:38:30,833 Window or door? 926 01:38:38,708 --> 01:38:42,791 But maybe I'll come to you at practice this week. 927 01:38:42,958 --> 01:38:47,083 I can't sleep at all. It's PTSD or something. 928 01:38:50,041 --> 01:38:52,750 I can't be your doctor anymore. 929 01:38:52,916 --> 01:38:54,333 Why not? 930 01:38:56,083 --> 01:38:58,166 - Huh? - Because... 931 01:39:06,125 --> 01:39:08,208 No, no. Gabriel. 932 01:39:10,125 --> 01:39:11,458 Sorry. 933 01:39:13,708 --> 01:39:15,916 - Sorry... - It's calm. 934 01:39:27,791 --> 01:39:32,875 It was Kla's child that I aborted. Isn't that so? 935 01:39:33,041 --> 01:39:34,458 Huh? 936 01:39:36,125 --> 01:39:38,208 What are you talking about? 937 01:39:45,833 --> 01:39:47,958 You didn't want to leave Patrik. 938 01:39:49,875 --> 01:39:54,625 - You just wanted to hide your infidelity. - What do you mean? 939 01:39:54,791 --> 01:39:59,250 I should have listened to what Patrik said about you. What everyone says about you. 940 01:39:59,416 --> 01:40:03,833 You lie and manipulate people to get what you want. 941 01:40:04,000 --> 01:40:08,458 You are a junkie and a bad mother. No one is trying to take Vilma away from you. 942 01:40:08,625 --> 01:40:13,375 You don't care about her. You don't care about anyone but yourself. 943 01:40:13,541 --> 01:40:16,375 - I want you to leave now. - No. 944 01:40:17,625 --> 01:40:21,541 You lied to me the whole time. It was all a lie, right? 945 01:40:21,708 --> 01:40:23,666 Patrick was right. He was innocent. 946 01:40:23,833 --> 01:40:28,458 A good father, but you wanted him would die. You asked me to kill him. 947 01:40:28,625 --> 01:40:34,291 You drove me to it. And now you're pretending like you're sorry about it. 948 01:40:34,458 --> 01:40:38,041 - Now you pretend that you... - No. No, no, no! 949 01:40:43,583 --> 01:40:44,958 Whoa...? 950 01:40:45,125 --> 01:40:49,791 No, Gabriel! Gabriel, please! Please drop the knife! 951 01:40:51,000 --> 01:40:54,625 - What do you want from me? - I want the truth. Please Helga. 952 01:40:54,791 --> 01:40:59,833 Drop the knife and I'll tell you the truth. Okay? 953 01:41:08,000 --> 01:41:09,583 Please sit down. 954 01:41:23,541 --> 01:41:26,333 I don't know whose child it was. I... 955 01:41:27,583 --> 01:41:30,875 I slept with both Patrik and Klas. How should I know? 956 01:41:31,041 --> 01:41:35,541 Regardless, I didn't want to some other child. 957 01:41:35,708 --> 01:41:38,458 And I thought I'd leave Patrik, but... 958 01:41:40,833 --> 01:41:44,041 That night he picked me up in the tower room and… 959 01:41:45,000 --> 01:41:49,000 He wanted to do some sick sex thing, i don't know... 960 01:41:50,458 --> 01:41:55,583 It flowed for me. I screamed everything I didn't dare say before. 961 01:41:55,750 --> 01:41:59,250 That I'm afraid of him, that I want to leave him. 962 01:41:59,416 --> 01:42:03,583 Things I have gained courage from you, Gabriel, to tell. 963 01:42:04,250 --> 01:42:07,916 Strangely, he didn't take it as I thought. 964 01:42:08,083 --> 01:42:14,541 He broke down and said we were going go home and talk about everything and about us. 965 01:42:15,958 --> 01:42:18,625 But then he grabbed me and... 966 01:42:18,791 --> 01:42:23,916 I don't think he meant anything by that. but right then and there I couldn't do it. 967 01:42:25,500 --> 01:42:27,291 I ran. 968 01:42:28,291 --> 01:42:35,000 I was going to meet Klas, but I knew even then that it was over between us. 969 01:42:38,583 --> 01:42:40,666 I left Klas there. 970 01:42:41,791 --> 01:42:48,416 And you know what? Right then in that moment I almost felt… 971 01:42:49,625 --> 01:42:53,583 ...hopeful. I was proud. 972 01:42:56,875 --> 01:42:58,958 Then I came up to the castle. 973 01:43:00,958 --> 01:43:04,250 And I believe that Patrik has killed himself. 974 01:43:07,791 --> 01:43:11,541 Because of what I have said. That it was my fault. 975 01:43:11,708 --> 01:43:17,500 I can't even check my own daughter in the eyes anymore. 976 01:43:18,291 --> 01:43:20,958 Damn you, you fucking psycho! 977 01:43:22,000 --> 01:43:26,416 I was finally going to leave him and then you took it away from me! 978 01:43:26,583 --> 01:43:29,791 No. You... You said... 979 01:43:31,625 --> 01:43:35,916 You said you wanted him dead. You said it. 980 01:43:36,083 --> 01:43:42,416 That was something I thought. Something I said. How the hell do you think I meant that? 981 01:43:43,708 --> 01:43:47,708 Did he rape you? Or was that also just something you said? 982 01:43:49,500 --> 01:43:52,500 I have never lied to you, Gabriel. 983 01:43:53,916 --> 01:43:57,166 - How am I supposed to believe you? - Why can't you? 984 01:43:57,333 --> 01:44:01,583 Because I drink, take pills have had an abortion and been unfaithful? 985 01:44:01,750 --> 01:44:07,791 And because the media thinks I am a junkie and a damn bad mother? 986 01:44:07,958 --> 01:44:11,416 Okay. Then I guess I am. 987 01:44:11,583 --> 01:44:14,958 Does that mean that I can't have been raped? 988 01:44:15,916 --> 01:44:20,333 I may have played on your feelings for me, Gabriel. 989 01:44:20,500 --> 01:44:24,416 I do that sometimes. And I apologize! 990 01:44:24,583 --> 01:44:31,708 But I thought you understood me, that you were the only one who might have seen me! 991 01:44:31,875 --> 01:44:35,541 But you look at me in exactly the same way as everyone else. 992 01:44:35,708 --> 01:44:39,125 Either a saint or a fucking whore. 993 01:44:40,791 --> 01:44:43,625 What if I'm both? Or none of that? 994 01:44:43,791 --> 01:44:48,208 Imagine if I am too a complex, real person? 995 01:44:48,375 --> 01:44:50,875 Like you. Like Patrick. 996 01:44:51,958 --> 01:44:56,958 I have made so many mistakes and I'm certainly not perfect. 997 01:44:57,125 --> 01:45:00,375 But I loved Patrik and I hated him at the same time. 998 01:45:00,541 --> 01:45:05,333 - It doesn't add up. It is not logical. - According to whose damn logic?! 999 01:45:05,500 --> 01:45:08,625 What the hell you want that I should tell you, Gabriel? 1000 01:45:10,125 --> 01:45:16,291 We can discuss truth and lies. But only you choose if you believe me or not. 1001 01:45:17,000 --> 01:45:23,750 The only thing we know at this moment is that you are currently standing with a knife. 1002 01:45:23,916 --> 01:45:29,916 You are threatening a woman who has been your patient and you killed her husband. 1003 01:45:30,083 --> 01:45:33,000 That's the truth, Gabriel. 1004 01:46:11,375 --> 01:46:14,333 The consequences of love are hideous. 1005 01:46:15,750 --> 01:46:18,500 What more can I say? 1006 01:46:18,666 --> 01:46:21,541 My words mean nothing. 1007 01:46:21,708 --> 01:46:24,250 And I have no one to talk to. 1008 01:46:24,416 --> 01:46:27,708 From earth you came. You shall become earth again. 1009 01:46:27,875 --> 01:46:30,208 You came from dirt... 1010 01:46:30,791 --> 01:46:34,791 I came from dirt. I will become dirt again. 1011 01:46:34,958 --> 01:46:37,583 My dreams are violent. I dream of love. 1012 01:46:38,166 --> 01:46:40,750 I dream of love. 1013 01:46:52,958 --> 01:46:58,583 Subtitles: Elisabeth Enström Swedish media text